photogtaphy; and you.

Friday, February 27, 2009

When everything just crash and burn.

no, i'm not in the best of moods today.

din get the job.

it was like one of the worst rejections EVER,

and it wasnt even like "ha. in ur face" kinda thing.

got home and there she was on the couch watchin tv.

oh right,

it's friday today.

great.

my mum decides to just end my life indirectly.

she just didnt say it in my face.

yes, i got another cut in my allowance.

she says since it's the holidays,

i dont have to spend so much.

therefore, i only got $50 for the month of march.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT WOMAN?!

and here i am,

jobless,

while tryin to think of ways to survive with just merely 50 bucks.

damn.

and my PHONE.

my MOFO phone.

it's not working again!

the no. of times it hangs and restart is on a rapid rise.

almost like an exponential curve.

like. WTF.

i have to type like at least 5 times b4 i can send it out successfully.

omg,

every little nerve in me is screaming to my brain,

tellin it to make my hands throw that stinking piece of telecommunication out the window.

i would totally do it,

if not for the killer-litter fine that i cant afford.

fuck.

to top it off.

the only person who is taking FOREVER and almost NOT replyin my messages,

is like the very last person on earth to do so.

that's it.

i'm goin to bed.

i need to sleep this off.

p.s. oh and not to forget, i had 2 ventis today. that's like 14 bucks worth of white choc mocha. and "OUCH!" says my purse. ):

it's 11:32 PM now

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Mts date. (:

OH OH! i almost forgot.

i'm gonna be out wif mts tmr! :D

hehe.

CANT WAIT! ((:

and and!

i'm gonna bring cammy along.

FINALLY.

some new pics to upload. (:

it's 11:21 PM now

A day with my mother

up and at 'em early in the morning.

met up wif mummy and visit the photography exhibition at NAFA.

hmm.

not bad.

cool pics,

etc etc.

*i'm determined to find out how they did the steamy clothes. too bad no photography allowed in the photography showroom. ironic huh.*

tho i must say,

it was pretty much a waste of space.

no, seriously.

anyways.

had lunch at a little ramen place.

not bad,

not excellent.

but,

good portions. (:

we chatted about what went on lately and stuff like that.

i like that.

talks and all.

it's not like always i get to talk to anyone. ):

well, not talk talk.

know what i mean?

still, it's been really really long ago since i last spent time with mum.

anyways.

went for a little shopping after lunch.

i manage to get 3 books.

yes yes yes~ (:

i even started on e marian keys.

hee hee.

mummy says i buy too much clothes! (:

while talking,

she went like "you buy a lot of clothes. most of them are not clothes that mummy bought for u u know?"

oh wow,

she actually noticed.

all along i thought she wouldnt give a damn about my stuff.

i mean,

i buy new stuff and jus wear them in front of her,

chunk them all in the washing machine,

etc.

she doesnt really say a thing.

even when i tell her like "mummy, look! i bought this today!"

she'd jus acknowledge with a "mmh." and continue with her tv or other stuff.

and then sooner or later,

i hardly tell her anything anymore.

let alone talk about anything.

we kinda live separately lives.

all of us.

nobody's home all the time.

doesnt really affect me last time,

but now with my holidays, i'm cooped at home all alone everyday.

even when everyone's home at night (including my sis),

we hardly talk at all.

at least i hardly talk to anyone.

i don't know why.

i am just so quiet at home.

there's just no connection.

nothing to talk about.

and, and...

i just don't feel like talkin.

oh wells. ):

while everything stated in this post makes me sound like a stupid emo introvert,

i must say i am not.

i just don't talk to them.

cos, nobody's ever there all the time.

but, today,

i had a nice day with my mum.

and that's good enough. (:

it's 10:57 PM now

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Rantom

Today,

just like any other boring and mundane day,

i drank litres of Ribena and watched hours of spongebob,

wasted time playing neopets and daydreamt.

oh boy, am i busy.

haha.

i miss my boy. ):

headin out for a photography exhibition with my mum tmr.

haha.

cant wait for e shoppin trip wif my girls comin mon.

(omg, so so so so so many more dayyyyyyy. ): )

CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT!!!

i need ice cream. like, pronto.

it's 6:33 PM now

Monday, February 23, 2009

boredom ):

Monday.
week 2 of my holiday.
bum bum bum. ):

i . need . a . job . like . seriously .

anyhoos.
caught new in town ytd.
hahahahahhaha.
yes, it was funny. (:

ya kun, ya kun, ya kun.
nah, i still like ur kaya toast.
please stop selling ur butter sugar toast.
haha.

so when i got home,
i started sortin out my itunes.
puttin in album art and u know,
stuff.
end up sleeping only at 6am.
:O
and i haven even put in the lyrics!!
but i think i'll let that go.
haha, i'm too lazy and it's not that practical anyways.

but but,
purplepoo now looks really pretty inside out!
i jus cant stop scrolling thru the coverflow.
hahahahhaha.

school school school.
i told wy that i missed sku today.
like, righttttttt.
but still,
like i said,
it's jus that part and parcel student contradictory cycle thing.
;)

speakin of sku,
i missed today's class gathering at sentosa.
din feel like goin cos well,
its sooooooooooooo far.
n, m not to much of a fan of sentosa.
i rather waste life at ecp,
which is like, 5, 10 mins away.
plus,
i m soooooooooo not a fun in the sun,
sand in my toes kinda girl.
yes i am NOT.
i dont like sand in my toes.
i dun like the sun.
i detest heat.
i dont do well with heat.
i melt.
i evaporate.
i get cranky.
i swear.
i go nuts.
and, well.
the only thing i can think of doin at sentosa is eating pizzas at trapizza till i go broke and tear.
yes, i dun like volleyball,
water polo,
and whatever other ball game u play in the beach.
haha,
i dun like FUN IN THE SUN.
ohwells.

if i have to,
i'd rather go in the evening. (:
right darling? ((:

so yea,
anyways, i woke up really late today.
and it's raining.

wonder how e other guys are doin at the beach now.
hmmmmm.

oh, and.
WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO THAT EXERCISE PLAN!?
we're nearing march and till now i haven ran once at ecp!!
oh no no no no!
there's always sth happenin on the wkends.
or sth will jus convenient crop up.
geez.
ohwells.
next wk then. :/

home.
rot.
watch tv.
fairly oddparents.
i dunno y i like it so much.
ever since fosters' no more. ):
i tried the replacements but i changed the channel aft 2 mins.
haha.

laaaaaaaaaaaadeeeeeeeeedummmmmmmmmmmms.

should i go out and meet wy for coffee break later?
or shud i jus stay at home from the rainy day?
hmm.

i wanted to go read at the library tho.
find a nice seat,
get a good book,
grab a nice drink,
and start reading.
u know, jus pass time.
and in case i get sick of reading,
i've wy's air and purplepoo to keep me company.
i can stay at the library as long as i want.
till late and then go home for dinner.
awwww, i can jus imagine it.
hmm, maybe i should go do that some day. (:

i've yet caught HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU!
and PINK PANTHER 2!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! D:

anyways.
i realise i've saying a lot of 'anyways'.
haha.

BORED!!! ):

Shall go watch nigella feasts now. (:

it's 3:09 PM now

Saturday, February 21, 2009

My sister, CHANEL YUN CHEW MUN

that freaking prick is a mofo piece of shit.

and there's nothing wrong abt it.

she's is useless and pathetic.

such a loser.

i hate her.

still say wan go tp mass comm.

SHE WISH.

can barely pass english.

all she does is speak in that disgusting ah lian slang,

and watch huan ju ge ge all day long.

oh, 1st was audition.

now it's pet society on facebook.

stupid ah lian bitch.

she doesnt top the cohort in any subject,

she doesnt play exceptionally well in her stupid prc sport.

she doesnt have that especially commendably character trait,

she doesnt have intelligence.

stupid worthless pathetic bitch.

everyday listen to songs on her stupid phone,

of which she has two.

blasting music into her ears.

one day she go deaf, even better.

i hate that prick.

maybe from next wk on,

i'll try and stay out as long as she's home.

i really cant stand living with such a low life.

and i hope she reads this.

it's 11:29 PM now

Holidays.

have been stayin at home for the past few days.

i've gone from bored to very bored to extremely bored.

while rotting at home,

i did retarded things.

like, rearranging my whole wardrobe.

yes, n that means takin EVERY SINGLE THING out,

sorting them, ironing, folding and putting them back.

i went n a brainless banana feast.

while watchin tv,

i started eating a banana.

then i ate another one.

b4 i knew it i have alr lost count.

i ate a lot of potatoes.

it's so so so so so so so hyper carbo load.

omg omg omg

FATS. ):

in case u were wondering,

i ate like 5 whole baked potatoes alr.

and they aint tiny.

i started paintin my nails in diff colors.

cleanin them off and paintin on other colors again.

then i started makin funny patterns on them.

like, swirls, checked, lil shapes and polka dots.

all failed which i had to clean them off...

well except for polka dots cos i was too lazy by then.

i tried the RUBIKS CUBE.

oh yes, I DID!

hahaha,

manage to get at least one side.

and then i'm stuck.

gosh.

it's such a brain-suckin thing.

aft playin w it, it makes u wanna slp. ):

i played a lot of neopets.

yes! I DID!

haha. cos i'm so bored.

i sit in front of the computer and start playin meerca chase.

b4 i knew it i was on to freaky factory.

and many other games.

some days i lay in bed doin nothing.

absolutely nothing at all.

i cant slp cos it's late in the afternoon.

but i cant do anything cos there's nth to do.

so i lie in bed.

and then, there are times i try to listen for voices.

like, see if i can actually communicate with my inner alter egos.

like, HEY! at least there's some one to talk to me, ME! (:

and then i usually end up hearin my neighbors.

like, today i hear mr sax's EXTRAORDINARY display...

till i found out it was all fake. ):

oh gosh.

holidays make me loopy. ):

loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooopy~ o.O

it's 11:18 PM now

love and hate for weekends.

i hate weekends.

no, i love weekends.

no no, i hate them.

NO, i love them!!

argh, such dilemma.

i like them cos when there's sku, i can use wkends to relax,

or catch up on my overdued work,

or other assignments and what's not.

i like them cos i get to go out.

i get to go out till late.

well, this point is kinda invalid cos i go out almost everyday back when there was sku.

i can go out for coffee w my darling or hang out silly wif my frens.

well, i love them mainly because i get to go out with my darling on a longer period of time.

more of like the whole day.

and, etc.

i dun like wkends too.

cos, well, when wkends come, it means sku's startin soon.

the same mundane cycle all over. pfft.

i dun like wkends cos my sis will be home.

she's be living under the same roof again.

oh how dreadful.

i dun like wkends cos i'll have to see her stupid face for 2 days.

i'll have to put up w her stupidity and annoyance.

gawd.

it's reallyyyyyy dreadful.

i hate wkends when i dun get to go out and have to actually live and breathe within 100 metres of that prick.

ARGH.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

it's 9:48 PM now

Mr Imaginary Sax

here, let me tell you sth stupid.

so earlier today, i was bored.
was stonning and then i heard someone playin the sax.
was pretty impressed cos the sounds were really good.
so i stood by the window and listened to the random stranger neighbor who possessed such talents.

then i got a lil bored again.
i mean, whoever it was jus kept playin the same song over and over again.
and i thought, "woah, so much breath. blow so long..."

THEN, i realise,
there was NO SUCH PERSON practicing his sax.

it was my dad who was playin the same damn song ON LOOP on his phone while he was busy doin his work.

OMG.
to think i actually stood by the window listening to mr imaginary sax.
GAWD.

oh, darling,
would u learn to play the sax for me? (:

but nah, he's rather learn to fly.

it's 7:33 PM now

tick tock

oh gee,

time flies.

tomorrow marks our 1yr n 5mths of being tgt.

and, i've yet done anything.

time's running out!!

i need a kickass idea for a nice little card.

it's 3:50 PM now

bananas.

yesterday, i had...

ONE banana

TWO banana

THREE banana

FOUR

HEY! :D

and later, i'm gonna have 3 more. ((:

it's 10:28 AM now

Friday, February 20, 2009

hair girl

oh oh!

see that girl up there?

her hair kinda reminds me of mine.

hahahahaha.

oh purplepoopurplepoo.

yes, i'm done charging you.

now to put u back and bring u out tmr! (:

cammy cammy.

haven been touchin my cammy for quite some time,

ever since i brought her back.

no no no no.

i need to go on trips wif her asap!

maybe i'll bring her out tmr! :D

cant wait to post up my very first polaroids.

hahah.

i've got two!

but i'm jus too lazy to scan them in.

LOL.

dun worry,

i'll get to it asap!

hmmmmm...

should i get those toy camera things?

instanx, lomo, holga, yada yada?

seems fun.

hmmmmmmm...

ok, get a job first.

no money no talk.

sighs.

it's 12:27 AM now

Thursday, February 19, 2009

NEW SKIN! :D

I'M LIKE FINALLY DONE!!!!

freak.

i HATE changing skins cos i always take forever.

believe it or not,

i started since 8am this morn.

and it's like almost 11pm soon.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

but i'm glad. (:

it's 10:39 PM now

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

ice cream chefs

ice cream chefs.

ice cream chefs..

ice cream chefs...

cold rock's BETTER. (:

it's 8:24 PM now

Monday, February 16, 2009

ho-hum mondays

monday; monday blues.
usually, this is the day i dread the most.
well, today, it's no different.

most mondays hate me.
the feeling's mutual,
so i hate mondays too.
i'm always late for journalism on bloody MONDAYS.
even tho class starts at 11am.
i believe i'm just cursed.
i choose to remain that belief.

so, while all of us mass comm-ers slack our rottin bums off,
many other of my buds out there are mugging their pants off.
sad.
and boyfriend's off to a 3d2n camp in sku.
no aft sku hangout coffee time till wed.
no wasting time and life together.
):

headed for dental early in the morning.
8am.
gosh. it was like i was the youngest person to be awake and out of the hse.
everywhere i went,
all i could see are people in their working attire.
blazors, shirt, pants, tie, blouse, skirt, heels, briefcase, handbag, newspaper, blackberry, etc.
it almost seemed like i came from mars since i was the only one right in the middle wearin a green shirt w purple jeans, green sneakers and a brown leopard print bag. Oh, and purple earphones stuck in my ears singing the voice of lily allen.

awkward. o.O

reached the dental clinic.
i was early! :D
put in new brackets.
*OUCH*
changed the color of the lower set.
mind you, i cant close my mouth again. ):
now, i smile like a retard.
boo hoo.

had breakfast at ljs.
turkey bacon.
AH, the halal bacon.
tastes like plastic, seriously.
i like pork bacon more.
bite me.

finished up TODAY and this wk's TIME.
yes, gotta keep up with my current affairs man!
window shopping.
novena is B-O-R-I-N-G.
besides the bigger-than-others COTTON ON outlet,
the whole mall (despite its size) is pretty much of a humdrum.

headed down to orchard.
bus ride was disgusting.
the driver kept burping like he was practicing for his solo for some SINGAPORE GOT TALENT.
trust me, his belching was NO music to my ears.

during the ride,
i overheard these 2 ppl talkin.
well, i cant be blamed,
they were chattin like the whole world was deaf.
too bad for them,
my hearing was in perfect condition.

well, interesting thing is,
these 2 strangers happen to live in the same block at their condo.
one was stayin with her family while she was on vacation here from NETHERLANDS.
the other one, was jus a working lady who lives in singapore.
she speaks FUNNY english.
like, it sounded as though she was born in europe.
never in her life has she ever thought that one day she will be communicating in this alien language.
surprising thing is,
she was actually from HONG KONG!
random, but, i was bored u see.

oh, and i noticed lil miss i-speakin-funny-ang-moh doesnt wear a bra.
oh goodness gracious.
my eyes.
):

finally dropped off.
1st stop, wisma wisma wisma.
first shop, CHARLES & KEITH.
hahahahaha.
yes, i got shoes again.
WHOOPS.
x)

window shopping for a few more hrs,
then headed to tangs,
then, paragon,
then heeren.

paragon looks pretty awesome now.
there's like an art gallery and a but kid's area!
haha.

heeren.
ahhhhhhh,
darling bag,
i'ma gonna get'cha! (:
till we meet again!

back to parkway.
more window shopping.
getting sick of stuff i see.
s-o b-o-r-i-n-g.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!

bought purplepoo her clothes.
hahah.
she looks good now.
and safe to be out of her box! (:

bought bubble tea.
went home.
i'm exhausted. ):

oh my gosh.
now's just the begginning!
i have at least another month and a half to go before sku starts.
SHOOT ME. D:

well, tmr's a new day.
makin plans now.
job hunting?
but mahjong sounds so much better.
heh.
maybe, we'll jus end up slackin at jac's place,
playin mj, baking cookies and watch the nanny.
HAHA.

p.s. i really need to change my blogskin. :/

it's 9:47 PM now

the epitome of retardness

wtf? o.O

it's 9:43 PM now

Sunday, February 15, 2009

v-day; the best, ever (:

Happy V-day.

HAPPY V-DAY.

yes, HAPPY HAPPY VALENTINE'S!! (:

best, EVER. :D

happy day.

lovely day.

i love my boyfriend. :D

yes i do. ((:

so we met and he passed me this box and a card.

sweet sweet little cute card.

hehe.

then the box...

oh my goodness.

i couldnt believe my eyes when i opened that nice little brown box...

my darling got me a nano for valentine.

a PURPLE one!!!

i had NO IDEA!

man, my baby rocks. (:

not only was it a nano,

it was purple. :)

and he even got me matchin purple ear phones.

my darling said it could match my purple pants!

haha.

i named it PURPLEPOO (:

tee hee hee. (:

got a pretty dress,

got a haircut.

yes, our couple activity on v-day.

haha.

every other couple prolly went for a meal, movie or some walking.

we went to cut our hair!

hahaha.

so yes,

say hello to cheryl-miss-short-hair next time u see me!

haha.

and of cos,

we went for a movie after.

VALKYRIE.

well, if i had actually understood the story,

i'd say it's a pretty not bad movie. (:

but too bad.

despite my history backgrnd back in sku,

i caught no hitler balls.

wy understood it perfectly tho,

good for him.

haha.

DINNER!

and home.

ahhhhhh,

to be in love. (:

cant wait for tmr.

i'm gonna RUN.

yes.

i am goin to R-U-N!

all for standchart this yr! (:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!

I AM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! :D

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUU!! ((:

heheh.

it's 1:55 AM now

Friday, February 13, 2009

Feel the joy of freedom

if not for joo's morning call,

i would have killed myself -

woke up late this morn when i had my final test of the whole sem.

MMP.

stayed up till to late late late to mug but yes,

nth much went in really?

cabbed to sku.

cos, well...

69 HATES me on most mornings.

fyi, 3rd time this wk i cabbed to sku,

and it's only thurs.

URGH.

test test test.

screw it,

ARGH.

10.30am.

yes, tt's it.

SMELL THE FREEDOM!

:DDDDD

window shopping

eating. (like, always. lol.)

THE OTHER END OF THE LINE.

HAHA.

racist humor.

HOHOHO.

shopping,

SMU,

Mr Tea.

yea, monopoly. (:

home.

happy day. (:

it's 12:10 AM now

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

ding dong bells.

BOO. (:

year one's coming to an end.

so fast, oh so fast.

yes, i cant wait.

but...

too fast. ):

anyways,

holiday means more quality time with my recovered cammy! :D

yes, i've brought it back home, back where it belongs! (:

it's 10:51 PM now

Twitty-Dee! (: